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A BOY is VALUABLE when a girl drops tears FOR HIM and A GIRL is PRICELESS when a boy drops tears FOR HER
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Friday, August 19, 2011, 3:20 AM
cant express myself :'(
hello peeps :)
how's anythng??
great??
come on let hear my story for today..
yesterday we must passup our essay book,,
then i went to my baby, akma place
wait for her to complete the book,,
then all the sudden
farisa just came,,
n bring a few essay books,,
then the top of the books
my eyes straight away saw his name,,
then i miss to hold his book for a long time
so i took the book n open it,,
then my baby, farisa,, took the book bck
n said " tk payah nak tgk sgt la "
then i said " please time ni jek,, "
akma also backing me up " biarlah die nak ngk skjp "
hahhahahhaha
then farisa give me bck the book
with happy face n smile at the face,,
i opened up his book,,,
then MYYYYY GGOOOOOOODDDDD
THE NAME ,,
IT'S ... THT PERSON,, :'(
straight away my mood is lost,,
but i cntrol a bit,,
then farisa start saying tht,,
so the want tht he post on fb is ,,,,
in my heart i'm crying n said i cant believe it
THAT THIS IS ALL TRUTH NOT A NIGHTMARE
like all my babies said tht " SHUHADA PATAH HATI "
WELL I AM ACTUALLY,,
so wen i'm at home,,
straight away cry,,
bfore tht i text all my babies,,
said tht i'm sorry for annoying just now,,
cause wen at school
they talk,they laugh, they makes jokes,,
i act as deaf person,,
just ignore them,,dont even laugh,,
i only laugh for certain time,,,
i'm sorry baby !!
then ths is wat i send to my baby, alyn
me : u think i'll cry tonite or not?? hihihi
alyn : 100% sure..try to b strong babe..
doesnt mean ur life is over if he got a gf rite?
me : hee,, try my best to smile in front of u all
even it's really hard for me,,
yeah as long as u all wit me i'll try to b strong :')
alyn : we will always by ur side babe..it's ok to cry..
bt its not worth it..u wont get anythng
me : yeah rite i know,, -,- thts all i can do besides admitting tht
I AM STUPID..
then at nite,, i text her againasking help,,read ths,,
me : awk,,ade plaster lawa lawa tk??
hihihi law ade bwk eak esk stu jek nk pkai kt tgn ni :)
alyn : if i saw u scratch ur hand..you gonna feel like u r in hell
then ths is wat from my baby,farisa
farisa : :) about e..... tu just forget it jeh la.n try not to b so lembik la shud
bidadari kenala strong kan kan. #hahhahahahha
me : sorry i hveto admit tht i'm not strong as u,,but i'll try
thnks alot baby
n just now at school,,
i didnt look at u for a long time as usual,,
cause i cant,,
i have to :'(
n wen the time to go bck
u look at me wen tht incident,,
my heart crying sia
since yesterday
n wanna know smthng
i cut my finger,,
i'm lost yesterday,,
my baby,alyn also realise,
mayb i just shocked of all ths
nvm den,,
but just now,,
wen my bus pass by u,,
i saw u look at me,,
boy, i miss u :'(
otey tht's all bubye
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* i’m shuhada * spm candidates 2011 * love to laugh * love my family n besties * i’m the last in family * a bit childish * love kids * a bit sensitive too :) * jus call me shuhada for short. <3 my sweetheart <3 my heartbeat <3 especially my twin, alyn <3 the most funniest, akma <3 the best of all, farisa <3 the coolest lil sis,jasmin <3 the cutest, hajar <3 the kindnest, diana <3 the jokers n jiwangs, amir <3 mr muscle, azim <3 our big bro, khidhir <3 mr.crush * LOVE STARTS with a SMILE,,GROWS with KISS and ENDS with TEARS 3 :'(. |
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