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Tuesday, September 14, 2010, 2:06 AM
can i love shudhan???
so long never update my blog.. sorry,, actually ni story a week bfore rye.. it's about shudhan.. i just no tht he hve a feeling at me..but ths story is from my friend..enab..in feb.. i really hpe tht i still hve a chance to get him.. everybody please pray for me k.. especially u,,alyn..hihi.. i think i wanna change my love too shudhan.. i'm trying to like him.. but i still cnnt fotet my first love,,shudzuan i 'm sorry alyn..i lie to u wen i said i'm not giving a damn.. cause i'm still looking at his profile.. now i know..he hve a new one..i'm so sad.. i'm trying not to cry..but i cant.. i hte tht wen i cry again just bcause of him.. i still cant let him go.. i love him wit all my heart until i cant fotet him,.. aarrggghhhh..if i know ths will happen.. i'll not fall in love to him.. it's really hurt me... to all my besties..i know u all try mke me fotet bout him.. cause u don wanna c me cry anymore rite..tht is so sweet of u.. i'll try my bestt alr..but i cant.. cause it's my first love.. n i think nvm..if i cry bcause of him ths time..just dont bother me k.. cause i don wan to mke u all worry..i'll be okay.. mayb its easy for u all to ask me fotet him..but if i fotet him.. i don hve anyone else to love.. but mayb shudhan cn..but now i alr scared to love somebody.. i scared the sme thing will hpeens again.. so i'll try to like shudhan..n let shudzuan be my memory.. n i'll not fotet him..i really hpe tht he will no tht there's a girl who cant stop loving him for now n so on.. once in a life..i wanna feel wen there's a guy tht love me.. it's tht to hard...???? .............................. y i c his profile??? now i spoil my mood.. aaiiisshhhhhhh...... so damn it... i feel like i wanna go one place tht so relaxing n i cn shout so loud..n cry all the day..n sleep all the time... i really hpe tht i can go there... hahh.. forgetit.. btw..alyn..i do inai.. n u know wat..i mke "shudhan" at my arm.. hihi..crazy rite.. i hpe i can show u later..hahaha cant wait to c u all in de school.. i miss u girls..so damn much.. otey..i think untill here first,, i wanna check my fb.. gtg..bye fellow.. Labels: i cant fotet u - shudzuan- |
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